i could've easily started an entirely new blog but this one is my baby (i started it when i was 13!!!! aaaAAAAHH)!!! y'all are welcome to like... look at my old shit on here but i probably said some Not Great stuff but keep in mind i was like 13-16 and uneducated on loooots of stuff so don't like tear me to shreds or anything pls !!!!
i mostly decided to revamp this blog because i have A Lot to say about. lots of things and i want a place to say it in a more organized manner than i do on my tumblr. this was originally a fashion blog and i still want to talk about that tbh, but in a different way than i did before. fashion isn't necessarily high fashion/runway fashion. i actually have little to no interest in that shit anymore. it's just skinny white people wearing expensive clothing that's ugly a lot of the time and i Do Not Care!! but: for the past 2 years i had Awful body dysphoria and mostly just wore baggy clothing all the time to the point where if i told people that i used to be a fashion blogger they're like . lmao are u sure sweatie ?? which is very Yikes. but i had top surgery a little under 3 months ago, and have been on testosterone for around 1 year and 3 months (!!!!). so basically there's 2 things at play here:
1) my body is extremely different than what it was before
2) the way others perceive my gender is often directly correlated to how i dress
the second one was /never/ the case before. in a post-op, on-T body, i'm learning to navigate what this means for me and how i can be authentic to myself and my identity as best as i can!! which is actually really fuckin hard. but i process things by yelling about them so that's why the blog is back lol :)
i also just miss writing a lot? i used to write on this thing every day (tbt to the manic episode of 2012 .... y i k e s) and i was just writing really often and now i barely do? and it's a really important thing for me and my ~healing~ and that's my #1 thing. i still write fiction sometimes but . and don't grill me for this but. it's mostly fanfiction ... IT IS A GOOD AND IMPORTANT GENRE OF FICTION OKAY!!!!! maybe i will post some of mine or link to it .. i don't write anything that's nsfw!!!! because i'm ace and i don't do that shit!!
as for what i'm actually going to be writing about... i'm really only interested in fashion in a peripheral sense anymore so i'll talk about it sometimes, but this is definitely Not a fashion blog anymore. but i wanna talk about intersectional feminism n shit!! i work at an intersectional feminist bookstore and am also on tumblr all the time so that's like. most of what i think about (except one direction and Gay Things). this is basically going to be a more refined version of my tumblr without the fear of my posts being hijacked by people trying to drag me into The Discourse(tm). i want to have conversations with people but also? this is my place for queer screaming and if u wanna scream... make ur own blog it costs $0.00 :)
also: i changed the title to something that represents me pretty well: i'm queer and i'm always screaming. that's really it. also my old blog title was a fucking awful pun ... who the fuck allowed me to use so many puns like literally @god why did you let me do that ???? W H Y
ok i'm excited to start posting again!!!!!!!!!! weee see y'all soon
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